You ever stare at something for so long that you start to laugh to yourself, or even out loud a little, at the absurdity of that thing's even existence? Like when you say a word like 20 times in a row, like plumber, or wreck, and it turns into a marshmallow of a word, creating more questions overall. Amazing what you can learn about yourself in a moment like that, extending your gaze onto the subject, familiar and mundane in the sunlight, complex and striking at night.